wow, it's been a longtime.... Really need to update this thing more....I guess that's the curse of being a mom. It's hard to make time for anything. I can't believe I am 22 and my son will be five. It's amazing how time really does fly by.

It was a typical Saturday night. Me and My sister chilling at home. I finally watched Alice and the tin man. Two very good sifi mini series or whatever they were. But the point is they were good and a must watch.

So glad supernatural is back! I was starting to worry there would be nothing good on TV anymore. It was scary there for awhile, but anyways it's back and that's what matters. anyways not much else has been going on....

Oh, I quit my job. I got sick of dealing with people's shit and plus my bosses were on the news for stealing 4.9 million. They used to own a 7-11 and when the credit card company would charge a few for using their service it was supposed to go to 7-11, but it ended up in their own personal accounts. They eventually closed, but they used the money to reopen as a citgo. If I was clever enough to steal that much money, then I would leave the country. crazy crazy


anyways I am going to try and get some sleep zzzzzzzz

well Not much has been going on. Work pretty much sucks! I am not getting a whole lot of hours, I can usually pick up a couple shifts here and there. I really need the money. I am so broke. I don't know how I made it through most of my Christmas shopping. Anyways I had a pretty good Friday. I went to a play with my friend Ally. It was Jekyll and Hyde the musical. It was at this really small theater in Orlando. when i mean small I mean office building small. The chair were place right around this really small stage so the actors were in your face. The play was good though.

Anyways I am trying to make plans for today. I am hoping to hangout with my friend Perry. But we will see. I also should try and get some Christmas cards done this weekend. I don't really have a lot to do, but everyone knows how slow the mail is. I am taking inspiration from Kimmy and getting my Christmas cards done early before it's next year all ready. Anyways got to go!

Update.....................................Well let's see where do I begin. I switched schools. I am now a proud student of Keiser University. Daytona State college is a good school, but when it comes to getting into any programs you have to have a 5.0 even to be considered. The one thing about Keiser that I really like is the small class sizes. I think in my first class I had about 10 people in the class. The classes are shorter though. They are all a month long, but that means I can get done with school a lot earlier.

I finally got my own car a couple months ago. It's nice and weird at the same time. I haven't been working a lot with school so I am so broke. I went to see New Moon tonight with Kimmy! It was awesome!! Can't wait for the next one!!! getting tired more to come later... peeps

I am so going to update soon!! chow peeps

Hey! what have I been up to.......... I am now officially employed at a citgo gas station. I have been working a lot. Hence no update in like a month. I know it's horrible. I have been working forty hour weeks for the past four weeks. It's been a big change in my life, but once I see a paycheck it makes it all worth it! I am planning to take a cruise sometime in September. It will be a three day cruise probably to the Bahamas. I also ordered a nice water proof and shock proof digital camera. so I can finally take more pictures of me and Matty. I am also putting some money away for a car. I want a car within the next year. I figure that will give me a good amount of time to put a good amount of money away. I also dyed my hair blond. I like it a lot and I think I will keep it that way for awhile.

Other than working, not much else is going on... getting pretty tired! write more later!

Love ya peeps

Well I finally got a job! I am going to be working at a gas station near my house. Not the greatest job, but it does come with a paycheck. so what can I say. So anyways in light of this news I am probably not going to Canada. It's sad, but I can't take time off when I just started. Sorry Kimmy!! U might be stuck with me!!!! hahahahah!!!! Not really sure when the first day will be. It's a new store that is reopening after being closed for awhile so they are still trying to organize everything. Plus I definitely need some training. so it will be interesting to see how things go. chow peeps

I haven't posted in awhile. so here it is. I have been trying to keep as busy as possible. Me and Matty have been at the beach every weekend. It's nice that school is out. I am still waiting to hear from my program to see if I got in. I hope so, but I am trying not to think about to much. what happens, happens. Me and my friend ally have been hangout a lot more. It's so nice because she is one of my closest friends. I feel like I have know her forever. She has two little boys. One is a couple months younger than Matty. They all have a blast together. I am also still looking for a job. I had an interview on Saturday. Not really sure how that went, but it's a start.

My uncle's 60th is next week. so I am going to be heading to Canada for a couple days. I am kinda excited about it and kinda not. The thought of traveling and running around everywhere is not my idea of a vacation. I am planning on going back to see one of my other uncles for a few days and that vacation is going to be relaxing. I am making sure of that one!!! Although my idea of the ultimate vacation is being a beach in the middle of nowhere with a cold drink in my hand. I feel getting as faraway from people is the best vacation on the planet.

Anyways I am getting tired so I am going to go back to watching the movie sleepless in Seattle. Which I will probably fall asleep too. Chow peeps

Supernatural comes back tomorrow!:-D Finally there will be something descent on television. There is just nothing on any more. I find that I barley even watch regular television. I have just been watching a lot of movies.

School is going really good. I am almost finished. I am trying to look for a job or I am going to be bored as hell over the summer. I have to find something to do because being at home all the time with my dad will really drive me insane. Plus I want to save up some money for another tattoo.

I went to go see 17 AGAIN with Kimmy on Sunday. It was such a cute movie. I would definitely go see it and I am not saying that just because Zac freakin Efron is in it. I am not a big fan, but the movie was very good none the less. Well on the subject of movies, I still need to go rent that new Will Smith movie Seven pounds. My sister said it was really good and she also saw that new movie Sunshine cleaning which she also said was really good.

I am so excited about that new x-men movie. I must go see it in theaters. I just think there are certain movies that you have to see in a theater and that will probably be one of them. Anyways must get to bed!

well I am sick again for like the millionth time this year. anyways despite being sick I am still going to have an awesome night. Me, Tabitha and her mom are all going out to celebrate her mom's b-day. I am so excited! We are going to a hotel for a night and getting drunk. I am not going to drink a lot because cold medicine and alcohol to don't mix.anyways got to go

Chow

It's 12:12 pm... I can't believe it's midnight, but I can't sleep so I decided that I should write a journal entry. I haven't been writing much because honestly I haven't really felt like it. I haven't been up much. Mostly been engrossed in reading the Twilight Books. I am over half way through Eclipse. I can't believe I am reading them so fast, but I am addicted. Especially near the end that's when all the good stuff happens. Anyways it's looks like I am going to be going to the Twilight Eyecon in Orlando. I am kinda excited. I am going to be going with My sister, Kimmy and their friend Jill. It should be fun. we are just going to go for the day. I don't think we need to go for the weekend anyways. Plus money is tight.

Anyways other then that not much has been going on. I just have a lot of stuff on my mind right now I guess. I supposed that's the true reason why I can't sleep. I get like this every once in a awhile.


well Today, well actually it's yesterday, but anyways. It was a good day. I had pottery. I love that class. I finally got to see how my pots turned out. None of then really turned out all that great, but most of them are pretty descent I guess. I just want an A. I also went for coffee with my girl Tabitha. It was nice to talk to her. I missed her. anyways I better get to sleep. Bye

let's see what been happening in my world....

1st: there is school which has been okay. My introduction to health care class is pretty boring. Pottery is a lot more fun. The teacher finally got a enough pots to have a glaze firing.( 1st you fire the pot without glaze and then you glaze it and fire it again) I know sounds confusing, but really it's pretty easy. Anyways we are coming up to the finally couple weeks. I am going to miss that class. I have decided that I will probably end up taking some classes over the summer depending on what I decided to do. I am hoping that if I make it into the LPN program that I can start it over the summer. If that fails then I will take some classes to toward another major. Not really sure what it is going to be yet, but I will figure it out soon.

2nd: Let's see life in general is next I think.... I have really been doing much. I hung out with Tabitha on Wednesday. It was nice to her. I miss her so! Anyways we went to lunch and I brought over my computer so her bf Matt could put an anti-virus thing on it. I feel much better that my computer won't be crashing on me.

So I have finally started to really read the Twilight saga books. I started the 1st book a longtime ago. I was almost finished and then I just stopped. I get distracted easily sometimes. so I read the last chapter Wednesday and I started reading " New Moon". I finished that today. I was so amazed that I read a 548 page book in 2 days. I do have to say that I love to hate that book. Because the saga being 4 books I do except that they will separate and come back to each other, but no my goodness. I got so annoyed near the end. I don't like the character Jacob black that much and by the end I found him so annoying. so I was glad when Edward finally came back so that I didn't have to read anymore about Jacob. Ugg!


Anyways enough of my ranting! This weekend doesn't look to be that bad. I am going to get my hair cut today which it needs badly. I haven't had it cut since December of last year. I am also going to my friend Perry's house for awhile. He is having a lady from Mary Kay come and offer free facials. It should be fun! He's my gay best Friend. Well I think that's enough for one day. Bye Peace and Love :D

well I haven't written in such a long time and since I have nothing else to do, well here it goes. Not much has been going on. Last weekend it was my Best Friends 21st. It was a lot of fun, but Becky got a little too drunk and I totally paid for it on Saturday. After that crazy night I decided to take it easy.


This week has been going okay. My aunt came down for a quick visit. It was nice to see her. I haven't seen her in so long. I have been thinking about maybe going to see her sometime. I have a travel voucher I have to use, but I will wait and see. School is going okay for the most part. I have been thinking a lot about the Nursing program and whether I will get in or not. I am so worried. I have been thinking about a plan B. I figure I will either do the CNA program and then bridge over and do the LPN or I will try something new like the culinary program. I guess it's just a wait and see game now. well anyways I got to go Chow

well Haven't been up to updating in a while, so I thought tonight would be the perfecr night to finally update my journal. I haven't been up to much. I finally got to see my friend Ally last Sunday. It was so nice to see her. I missed her and Matty was really happy to see her two sons Nate and Tyler. Although the next day Matty got a cold. He's been sick all week. Poor Baby!!! I have been home all week and I am so excited that I finally get to get out of the house tomorrow. Me and Tabitha are going for lunch. It will be nice. Me and her haven't seen each other in a long time.

I also have offically decieded not to talk to steve anymore. I am done with him and all of his crap. I have heard quite a few stories about him being an ASS to everyone at his apartment complex. Plus he has a new Bitch named Kayla and honestly two assholes in one room is more then I can handle.

I have been watching Dollhouse. Thank you Kimmy!! I love that show. It's one of those shows that leaves you guessing at the end of each show. Plus it's only been like 3 or 4 episodes.

well I got to go!!! Love Ya peeps

I haven't updated lately so I thought I should. I haven't been up to much. I have a little bit of a cold so I haven't feelt like doing much at all. Just been hanging out in my bed watching episodes of one of my Favorite shows Bones. I also have been totally slacking on my excerise which sucks, but oh well what am I going to do. Anyways I am also trying to plan a trip somewhere which is totally not working out the way I wanted it to. I am trying to figure something out. so hopefully I can figure out something soon. anyways I am got to go

Becky

I have been trying to update all week, but life seems to be getting in the way. I am doing okay. I saw Steve this week. I check up on him every once in awhile. I do that because mostly because he owes me money and I am trying to do that Friends thing. He seems okay, but his life is falling apart and he and I both know it. He is behind on all of his biils and they are about to repo his furniture. It kinda of makes me feel good in dark and twisty kind of way.

I have been doing lots of hw this week, but I still have some to do and a big test to study for. Me and Tabitha are going to do Coffee again this weekend. It will be nice. I am a coffee Freak. I am currently mad again at Ally. I love that girl, but it seems like she is always dissing me and it is really starting to piss me off. I will admit that I have had bad times, but I have always been there for her and at least I am trying to make an effort toward this friendship.

Anyways enough of my ranting... Things have been crazy at home. My dad as so many job offers and directions he can go in. so I will deffintely let you know what happens. It's so funny because he was unemployed for so long and now he has this shit job wih a skin care company in cailfornia and now he has like 3 job offers and he is looking into getting an Ace hardware store. Crazy a!!


Today was good. I had a me day. I went to Applebees for lunch and then I got my nails done. I had a good day. well that's it. I also think that is enough ranting and raving for one day!


P.s. Don't worry Kimmy I love you and we are so making at date soon to see Friday the 13th!

It's Monday alright!!! I am okay. Hanging in there! My weeknd was pretty good. I spent Saturday with my Friend Samantha. We went to the shottting range. It was so much fun!! I wasn't sure at frist, but I really had a good time. It was a nice way to spend an anti- Valentines day. Then on Saturday I went out and got Cofffe with Tabitha. It was alot of fun!!! I have so much shit I want to get done this week, but knowing me it won't happen. The main thing I need to focus on is studying for my intro. to health care test and reading chapters for my business class. I was kinda sad, because I totally missed my Horror movie with Kimmy!!!! me sad!! Just remember Kimmy you better not replace me with Jessica now!! anyways I got to go!! Becky

Hey! Not much has been going on with me. Just hungout at home all weekend and did some school work on Sunday. I have been doing okay for the most part. Trying to keep my mind off everything and focus on school. I think at times I let myself get too distracted with everything and I stop focusing on the bigger picture. Anyways this week is shaping out pretty good. I am going to see Friday the 13th on Friday and then I am going to hangout with Samantha and Tabitha on Saturday. I am excited!! It should be lots of fun!!! Other than that not much has been going on. Matty is being crazy has always. We went to the Childern's Museum on Saturday. It was okay. Not much for a kid his age, but it was nice to get out of the house. I am hoping that the weather stays nice all week so maybe we can go to the beach this weekend, but we will see what happends. Plus it could be nice and then not really be warm enough for the beach. Well better get back to doing school work! Chow

Hey! I havent't been up to much. Just working on school work. I went out friday to Tabitha's house and hungout there with her bf matt, his friend Ian, and her of course. It was a lot of fun. Then on saturday I went to the park with Matty, Tabitha, Jasmine and her husband and 2 kids. It was so much fun! Matty had a good time! i think his favorite thing there was the swings today. He also loved to play with Tabitha! anyways not much else to report! chow

well anyways my B-day ended up being awesome thanks to my Best Friend Tabitha who pulled everything together for me. On Thursday I went to outback steak house with her, her bf Matt and his brother John because it was his b-day too. John also invited a bunch of his friends. It was a lot of fun! Then on Saturday my friend Samantha came down and a bunch of us went bowling and went to a concert. I really had a good time! It was an awesome 21st! Although I was glad that it was over because by Sunday I was so tired. anyways I haven't been up to a whole lot. I did go see my ex on saturday because he said that we would hangout and go to lunch for my b-day, but he ended up having to fix a friends car. I don't know why I do that to myself. I really shouldn't have made plans with him, but I am trying to remain friends with him although right now it still hurts.

Anyways my first week of school went okay. I am so excited about my pottery class. we get to start playing with clay this week. My Bullshit business course I am taking online to bust my gpa is going okay. i think I fucked up the frist assignment though. We were supposed to right a company summary just kind of explaining what our business was and stuff so I wrote a quick paragraph while my neighbor is teaching the course sense the only reason I am taking it. anyways he and my dad were talking and he said that it had to be a page or more. I was like what the fuck. Frist of all I don't think that one section of the business plan that we wrote is more than one page let alone a whole one, but who knows. I think he may have been talking about the whole thing, but I don't know. There are not really specfic instructions.


anyways my last class is intro. to health care. This class is going to be so hard. We have a written essay and an oral presentation. well anyways I got to go

well it's my 21st B-day and any normal person would have some big day planned, but has for me not really. I am doing something with Friends on Saturday and I am super excited about it. I don't know what it is today, but I am just in the bitched mood anyone could ever be in. I don't know what has come over me, but I just HATE THE WHOLE WORLD RIGHT NOW. I can't explain it. Anyways maybe it was the way the day has started out that ticked me off... well I woke up to Katie blaring the tv in the living room, I tried to get Matty up for school this morning, but has usual he was rebelling already and wanted Katie to take which she couldn't because she had to get to school. so after running around the house for what seemed like forever I finally got his grumpy self to school. After that i went to McDonald's for a b-day breakfast and they got my order wrong. so I had to drive all the way back so they could fix it. Now i don't live, but two seconds a away it was just the inconvenience. They should have given me my money back, but I am not that mean and it was probably an honest mistake. although I do have to say that the girl at the window had no idea what anyone had ordered. anyways then I went home and watched that new show on Fox called Lie to me. I have to say that it is an awesome show. then i watched about a 1/2 hour of the price is right before heading to school with Jessica. now that leaves me here at school. It was okay, but pretty boring those first few days. anyways I think maybe I just needed to vent. Chow